not really sure why i'm posting this here. Maybe because this is one of the first places i came out to, one of the few safe places i know, but it's come down to this. I am beginning proper transition. Dianna Josephine ****** is on her way to being born. It's been a long time coming. I sat here and read everyone's stories, and now i'm ready to start my own. My biggest fear is to tell the three factions that can actually hurt me, the three factions i know i will hurt in the process: my son, my parents, and my sister. I'm ready to be disowned/disavowed/rejected, because i'm down living my split lives. I want ********, Luna, and work-mode me to become one (sorry, still won't use my current real name on the internet.) this forum was my first real look into the lives of the transgendered, and it was a great place to start looking at how things could be. To see everyone's stories unfold. So, assuming anyone's reading this, wish me luck. if you those of you who still pop in the boards care to look me up, I'm Lunaris Starchilde on my facebook page. just mention who you are on the boards and I'll gladly accept you.